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2010-12-09T08:16:00.000-08:00

cant believe i updating a blog that no 1 is reading LOL....anyway band camp was half awesome half lonely. went to school den play a few song, see people have their solo test and delia was great!! awesome~~~ shouted toa cah soh when geraldine finished LOL just like last year :D brings bak memories. So yeah.... after that every1 wash up and go to sleep and i found out some terrible news and had to be busy again. so ke lian~~~ cant even stand properly.... den after that bath den tried to sleep......well EPIC FAIL!!! the whole night cant sleep sia cuz.....well noisy yeah. so i ended up with no sleep on the first day camp. wake peeps up den go bak room sleep. only manage with half an hour of sleep though den cant sleep anymore. Went for combine and had singapore got talent contest -,- den hear other school play....cant help but fell asleep..too tired....went home after other school left and i feel so FREEEEE

2010-11-27T09:24:00.001-08:00

i should update this blog soon.....gonna be motivate!!

2010-08-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday was fun!!! study with changlong peiling geraldine and hannah at peiling house.. well talk most of it but manage to finish a maths paper -.- 3 more to go!! den go e hub had just acia luv the cappucino there yum!! had 2 cup hehe den after that went bak home with cl since he stayover. had supper only after a few hour of just acia, feel like vomiting!! did not have a good night sleep -.- not sure why keep waking up every few min urgh!!!

den today wake up early just to have macs den slack slack for the rest of the day.

2010-08-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

blog blog blog!!! although no 1 seems to read it. ok thurs was ok school and everything did badly for poa test. den watch movie with shengda and changwei. watch sorcerer apprentice :D well was kinda bad... the magic was so fake. and plus its too modern lols... den smuggle macs inside yum :D

today had national day celebration was so re nao HAH like the teacher dance. den go bak class ear rhyss teo cookie sad today her last day :(. den anyhow take photo :D check it out at facebook haha. den went out with peiling and geraldine to macs and had breakfast. den go popular sales walk around till leg tired....peiling lo!! walk the same place 3 time!! lol pro sia her. den had macs for lunch again yum den go bak home for tuition.

tmk gonna study with chang long peiling and geraldine at peiling house cant wait!! :D

2010-08-01T04:09:00.000-07:00

decide to blog about friday and sat. Well friday was ok, normal school day and looking forward to movie yet it is cancel :( sad. So i went for band instead, was ok well mr de said something that i am happy about. Help out my section like for the FIRST time!! shocking well was fun did not have much time to teach anyway. After that slack around den went bak to play com :D...

sat morning tuition -.- yes i know!! first day of weekends tuition haha. den cl came my house to study. Was about to study when nas call me to buy macs. well of cuz yes!!! went to buy macs after that study for around 1h plus (for me lols) den went out to bugis library to borrow my rave master book!! hehe. Den meet my bro had dinner and bugis den head home. tired.

school gonna start tml!! y weekends go past so fast....

2010-07-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

here to finally blog :D.... was not gonna recap everything from monday to thurs....so yeah friday school was normal after school go to library with peiling geraldine hannah and miqin to "study" well sort of.....so we eat at the cafe there. YUM THE FOOD THERE WAS GREAT especially the oreo cheese cake :D so gonna eat that next time. so yeah after that went home at 6 plus so i can go home study.
sat was fun :D....thinking that today gonna slack all day den cl msg me asking me to study..so he come to my house to study like a 2 hour only?? den went out with bro and his gf...where to eat? of cuz bedok hehe got free satay to spare lol... we ate hokkien mee satay and 2 desert yum yum yum amazing food there. den cl went home my bro had to send his gf bak home...well i just tag along. den suddenly some crazy guy go and shout at us cuz he thought we look at him fuck la. u think u shuai arh who wan look at you cb. Den after that meet my bro friends at centrel. played tai di :D so fun!! love it.

cant use com today!!! hell sia so gonna be so bored at home today.....bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-28T21:25:00.000-07:00

here to post about thurs and yesterday, well thurs was great! go school take back report book or rather shitty report boom results haha. so yeah after that go home bath den meet peiling hannah geraldine and jia xin for movie BUT NO student price god....give up so we go just acia for lunch den arcade haha was fun saw jia xin play para para remix!! haha!! den go bowling for a round and i win peiling!! YES THATS ALL I ASK FOR!!! MUAHAHAH!! den go park play playground take picture den head home at around 6 plus...

friday was fun. go see movie call prince of persia with my bro and her gf and her family the movie was omg so nice lo!! i wanna watch it again haha...den eat at just acia again!!! haha i never grown tired of it :D.

2010-05-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

today was fun!! :D first school boring stuff den had motivation talk on chinese lol talking all the way so yeah was quite fun...den go band was reluctent to go in since mr de was inside but go in anyway cuz of miss yeo help...went in so weird -.- den help out in the library was sibei peh chek sia!!! tiring job lo plus like so little librarian available....help out only a little den after that go out had a break saw joanne and complain to her how tiring it was and she gave us sweet lol...but after eating it den found out its ryan's one LOL...den go back home eating fries :D nice..

p.s. O LEVELS!!!!

2010-05-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

ysy 200th post haha....ok gonna post result here

english 51.5/100 lamez!!!
maths 54 or 55 over 100 finally pass!!
science 33/100 so proud!!!
chinese 64/100
combine humanities 36/100
poa 53/100
pure lit 64/100

the result was like fucking bad lo...even though it fail lesser liao but still all is borderline HELL HATE THIS!!!

2010-05-14T23:23:00.001-07:00

hey to post yesterday!! :D YESTERDAY WAS THE END OF THE MID YEAR EXAM WOOt!!! ok i noe abit zi hai watever -.-. so yeah the papers sux -.- i only can say its quite good in maths, chinese and ss only...the rest like -.- sure do utimate badly 1....yeah last paper was poa paper 1...was doing it and thinking the 1h faster past!! after the exam when we were realease i was like phew!!! feel that my shoulder have gone 1/3 lighter. den after that meet peiling and geradline went to ws eat pasar malam :DDDD bought a shark fin soup, honey chicken, tapioca cake, tea leaves egg and bandung DELICOUS!!! spend like 4 plus and guess whos the 1 who eat the most again? PRESENTING "PEILING" spending of 6.85 cent with a mee goreng, tapioca cake, hotdog and bandung HAHA......after eating talk talk talk say this say that was really fun and talking about peiling WAN PI DE YANG ZI haha!!!!!!!!!! was laughing like hell!! o ya i learn a new word :D "jie jie" means shut up in hainanese LOL.....after that we go library become nerd!! read books borrow story books lol was fun...den go home at around 4.45...went back to pasar malam and bought a honey chicken again :D plus a vegetable cake and tea leaves egg ummmmmm yum yum yum...went home play com and was watching anime...so yesterday was fuN!! haven had much fun during the 2 week exam lol..cuz every1 was like studying :P ok i noe i am hardworking haha!!

2010-05-09T04:45:00.000-07:00

I saw her again six years later.I was on my way to work that morning when a lady, dressed in an oversized flowery blouse and a plain skirt, stared at me. We were at the edge of the bus stop. Other than a few tertiary students pushing their thumbs on their handphones, all the people were wearing office attires.When the lady kept on gazing at me, I looked away. She had red chubby cheeks which reminded me of my first love, Lara. I remembered those days when I used to pinch her cheeks and smiled. Those were perfect memories. Almost.The lady had dyed her hair brown. It was wet but if it had been dry, it would have appeared blonde. When the bus came, almost all the people elbowed their way towards it. I ambled towards it. It was still early and I could afford to take the next bus.The lady queued in front of me. We were so close that I could smell the moisturiser on her hair. When she stepped onto the bus, she rummaged her purse. As she took another step, I planted my right leg on the first step of the bus.“Oops.” she said.I dug out my wallet and waited for her. As she forwarded a step, I placed both my feet on the second step.“Oops.” she said again. “I forget to bring my card.”I tried to take another step but she was blocking my way. The single-deck bus was only half-full. I could not cross over to the right side of the entrance as there was a metal bar blocking my way. So I waited. At most, I would take the next bus.“I forget to bring my card.” she turned to face me. I smiled at her and nodded. She did nothing.“Okay.” I said. Still, she stayed on the step, not moving. The bus driver did nothing. He was looking at the rear mirror to check if the passengers were moving in.“I forget to bring my card. I didn’t bring coins.”“Okay.” I said, hoping that she would either get off or get in. But she stayed there.“I forget to bring my card. I didn’t bring coins. I am going to be late.”“Okay.” I said once more, gritting my teeth. The bus driver seemed to be unaware of the commotion. “I forget to bring my card. I didn’t bring coins. I am going to be late. This is my first day of work.”“Okay.” I pondered on what I should do. The bus was only half-full. Why don’t you just move in and let me in? I thought.“I forget to bring my card. I didn’t bring coins. I am going to be late. This is my first day of work. I want to take this bus.”“Okay already!” Finally, I gave up. I ransacked my pocket, found a dollar coin and gave it to her.She smiled, took the coin and slotted it into the coin tin. “Thanks.” she said and at last, she moved in.I sighed and tapped my wallet against the Card Reader.
LOW VALUEVALUE -0.03PAY CASHGO TO TOP-UP
It was then I remembered: My card had run out of value yesterday and I was going to top it up today! The one-dollar coin in my pocket was for the trip to work today. I scanned for the lady. She had found a seat and smiled at me once more. Then she nodded and used her chin to point to the empty seat beside her.I tightened the grip on my wallet, stared at the lady with the sides of my eyes and alighted at the entrance of the bus. As I marched home, I cursed the lady silently.
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In the end, I was late for work that day.I had to rush home to get another one-dollar coin. That cost me another fifteen minutes. I could still remember the lady’s face.My boss, Mr. Kano, is a fifty-something machine who refuses to retire. According to some of my colleagues, he is the only employee in the office who works for interest and passion. How many people have interest in Marketing and Sales?I had always respected him: I remembered on the day of my interview, he was one of the interviewers. He had asked me if I had interest and passion for Marketing and Sales. When I babbled about my so-called “interest”, he told me about his passion. He said that it was not the salary that inspired him: It was the success of marketing. He said that a good salesman could sell a product for ten dollars, whereas a bad salesman could sell the same product for only ten cents.“Third time?” he said.I nodded. I wondered if I should tell him the reason for my lateness. However, my reason sounded fishy and I knocked off that thought.“One more time, Jie Lun, and you’re in trouble. You hear me?”I nodded again. I was crossing my fingers. And I was thinking of the lady.
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At lunch that day, I lunched with my usual gang.We went to a Jurong East Central coffee-shop for our meals. When I had finished my plate of rice and was about to start my usual routine of smoking, someone tapped my shoulder. It was the lady who was in the bus earlier.“Hey, thanks for the coin just now.” She searched for something in her wallet. I lit my stick and exhaled a cloud of smoke. The wind blew the smoke towards her direction.“Hey, can’t you stop smoking?” she said.“I just lit it, flower girl.” I tried to exhale the smoke away from her on my second drag but the wind pushed the smoke towards her again.“Heaven’s call.” I said and whistled softly under my breath.“Can’t find the coin. Get back to you soon, eh?” she said, covering her nose and almost running off.I giggled a little. An eye for an eye, flower girl.
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When I was at the Lift Lobby waiting for the lift, I saw the lady again.I stood away from her. She saw me, beamed at me and was about to approach me when one of the lifts chimed. The lift door opened and all the people rushed in.I was the last to go in. The lady was standing close to the door. When I stepped in, an alarm sounded. A button with the word “Overload” lighted up. I stood out instantly and the alarm stopped.I looked at the lady and was about to give up on the lift when the lady stood out. “I’m not in a hurry.” she said.She must be feeling guilty about her act just now, I thought. “Thanks, flower girl.” I stood in and once again, the alarm rang. I jumped out instantaneously, blushing. The lady twisted her head and then stepped in. The alarm did not sound.I crossed my arms as I stood back. The lady touched her forehead repeatedly to apologise to me before the lift door closed. I swore under my breath.
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When I got into the next lift, I saw the lady again. She was alone in the lift.“Shit.” I whispered, trying to control my volume.“Hello.” she said. “Sorry about just now. You should go on a diet.”I turned to her, snored a little and then, when I stared into her eyes, it all came back.The chubby cheeks were still there, but the black plastic glasses that used to rest on her nose were gone. It was replaced by frameless glasses. She seemed a bit thinner and her hair was almost close to blonde. Her fringe was short.There was no mistake. It was Lara.I almost shouted, “Lara?”Lara nodded. There were only the both of us in the lift. I reached for her hand and then stopped myself. “My gosh, it’s really you?” I whispered. The lift door closed. Lara nodded again.Memories of her flowed into my mind like a stream of water. I played back the scenes like a fast-forwarded movie. “Gosh, oh, gosh.” I whispered. “Lara! How long has it been, huh?”“Six.” she said, without needing to count.“Six years!” I yelled. “Had it been that long?”“How are you?” she said.“Great. We need to talk.” I looked around me. “Why is it so stuffy here?”Lara pushed a button in the lift, “Because the lift is not moving.”
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I asked Lara out for supper that night.It had been six years. I had not expected to see her near my workplace. She is working in a small company on the ninth floor whereas my office is on the eighteenth floor. “We could go to work together everyday.” she said. “Just like, you know, old days.”I nodded. The old days were great, I wanted to say. “I can still remember you singing aloud when you listened to the portable CD player.”“Hey!” she said and slapped my forearm.We were at a café near our workplace. We had been there since we knocked off. Coincidentally, our working hours are the same: 8:30 a.m. to 6:00 p.m. We even have the same lunch break from 12 p.m. to 1 p.m.She told me more about her. After she got her results, she went to Singapore Polytechnic and majored in Business Administration. She quitted the course after two years and changed to “Business Information Technology” course, which she thought had more prospects. She had just graduated last year and this was her first permanent job.“Cool.” I said. Later, I told her more about my story: My typical routine of three years at Ngee Ann Polytechnic; about two years serving the country and a year at my workplace. She listened attentively. “Cool.” she imitated my word.We spent the next hour catching up on old times. None of us mentioned about the young and innocent relationship we used to have: It had, somehow or rather, became a veiled history that was taboo in our conversation.

here to post a story guess :D

2010-05-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

today was great!! meet jun rong under block den we walk to ws den he wan to eat kfc...den we go t3 wait for peiling janine and geraldine so we could study....den we go outside mac study bought food and talk talk...HAHA talk alot of crap and peeps den we look at jun rong and he was like so hard working over there studying well so was pig HAHA peiling janine and me was like the only black sheep :D den saw fadhli ryan and nelson at t3 studying also said hi den continuing our study.....head home around 5 plus since my parent is fetching me from air port :D go ws to change my white shoes den eat mahattan fish market YUM YUM YUM seriously is delicious must eat!!!! today fun must study more!!

p.s. god stop twisting the fact...

2010-05-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

shall blog today :D donno why this year blogging turn to a shitty for me heh....shall post today so this blog shall not die officially.....well seriously i hate u....who do u think u are? disgusting creature.. imbecile.....i cant believe u at that age u're so childish......ah forget bout it.....well yesterday went to Iluma with chang long to catch a movie which is IP man 2 well originally....but in de end all sold out CRAP hate sat....so we both just went to the arcade played some games while waiting for my bro and his gf to arrive....walk around bugis every where...talk bout rubbish talk bout some fucking ass people.....and he totally agree with me YES.....met my bro dne we go eat at ajisen ramen :D:D::D:D:D::D:D love it so much noodles great....althought not spicy enough haha...SHIT I DROOLING WHEN I WRITE THIS PART!!! den walk to book store to look at books darn it there is a whole lot of book i wanna read but no money... so i bought 2 comic about kindachi instead hehe....so well chang long head home first den we go to our satay store to have supper yum :D...

p.s. man i seriously hate u

2010-04-21T05:16:00.001-07:00

hi here to post about yesterday!! yesterday was ok school boring got fire drills exercise shuang miss bio test which i didnt study woot. den go tutorial slack slack den go for band teach ivan and syafiq and they keep on playing wrong TSK!!! keep on getting lost sia irritating!! den make me sing out for them haha after band they had drills den we over at the table there making fun of zuo qian beanz hah! pork and beans makes a prefect match u noe? pork chop with baked beans!! den some1 just say the band was noisy and cuz of they talk or maybe its not u all and its them....fuck not happy with us coming back just say?! we dun come la... no thx sending bitching words to us and try to drive us away so u all can talk bad bout us? well u noe who u are dun try to pretend....

p.s. hey hey hey WATSAP!!

2010-04-18T00:57:00.001-07:00

decided to blog about friday. first go school with a half heated mind since there will be sports day later. so study a little bit den was piss off with a teacher irritating good job since he doesn't call my house since i slam my phone before he talks. so after school went home to eat and bath den wear blue PE shirt YAY lucky peiling also blue or else i loner le haha... meet peiling and geraldine at ws den take MRT there...we sort of donno where to walk so we following other ppl HAHA. den reach there le talk talk eat eat PITY!!!!! the sports day was cancel cuz of lightning alert :( i haven had my cup noodles yet and bandung drink i haven won u yet.....so peiling geraldine jing han and me go to tampines eat at food court was ok...the only delicious there was the ice kachang HAHA seriously its mango and durian yum...after that head to T1 buy donuts bought a cheese tira miss u and green tea. delicous all of them :P....den go fair price buy some container to keep the donut den head home...fun fun..anyway mid term are comings -.- i hate it have to study so many things now so i wun do badly for the exam urgh!!!

2010-04-11T06:20:00.001-07:00

hi hi blog since i haven been blogging for a long time...i shall blog from thurs since i cant rem the rest -.-....thurs after school and tutorial go centrel eat with small small the hai nan curry nice GOD AS USUAL DAM NICE :D.....while peiling hannah and jing han pei porky see "doctor" lol den find them wait awhile and we keep joking inside the clinic LOL pork keep using peiling hair make small small veyr funny lo....den after that peiling and hannah go tuition so me porky small small and jing han go CC slack play catching inside haha very funny lo after that head home early just to watch la corda!!! :D o ya bought 3 correction tape for 2 dollars!!! cheap bo? hehe
friday after school went for band sectional....was planning to find peiling den saw porky and hannah teaching H so i decide to help them as well....HAHA never expect that i give up after 10min LOL REALLY WILL MAKE U PEH CHEH DE LO!!! so i just go talk to ryan and wan xuan....give them some riddles to make fun of them also....after that i look behind wondering how porky and hannah can put up with the H lo pros!!!! so after section they had combine and i was as usual sitting at the front looking at them playing feel so extra haha....after band slack at central den went home at 8 wa pro...

2010-03-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

ok shall blog bout firday and saw.....friday had band and it was the POP....it was well depressing....first had promotion ceremony got promoted to senior staff sergeat which i donno why and i lazy ask....den all the sec 1 2 3 all in fall in position shakes hands with the sec 1 and den go to the sec and 3...feeling abit sad already haha.....go to delia and she made me cry abit liao den porking had to rub salt into my wound :( made me cry more worst only....BUT HOR BUT HOR SHE CRY SIA FIRST TIME WOOT.....den hug all the people whom i am close with. Den receive cards from people...ty to all the people who made me all the cards really love it so much!! will treasure it always!! after that go have bubble tea take picture at central and talk bout the plan for sat celebration.

p.s. ty to the hugs people!!! shall list them here in order, bin bin, delia, janine, geraldine, wei chang, joel yeo, yu jun, li meng, ryan, yvonne and nasyitah. thx i really enjoy it :D

sat was sibei fun!!! celebrate janine and my birthday buy cakes and go park celebrate with peiling wei chang pristine geraldine limeng and hannah. it was like 3 pm le den pork just wake up pro right?! so me and peiling had to go fetch her instead dots, telling her direction can make u vomit blood btw. so we just play play over there and eat eat till 7 plus den go home. the picture can be seen in facebook!

p.s. ty for celebrating my birthday really appreciate it :D

2010-03-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

here to blog bout wed and friday!...wed went to bugis lan shop with yuan sheng andy dean joanne mel mel and nicolas....play left for dead and realise that only me and andy are the ones fighting the zombies while yuan sheng and dean just keep shooting us for no reason -.- lols andy decide ditch them at the last min so they died HAAH funny sia.....den after that go back ws eat at food court den head home god feel like going lan again for left for dead 2!!!!

friday meet peiling geraldine janine and weichang at ehub den they went to just acia for lunch den i take some free flow ice cream :D omg den go bowling alley there book and realise that there are 35 people ahead of us omg.....so we waited so we go arcade play de usual games and den hannah and wen yi come so we continue to play games there. after that go bowling had to wait for some ppl which i donno why his name keep on over there sia den we had to wait crap....played 2 games and the first game peiling was like so fierce keep on strike or spare wa pro sia den geraldine was like black face -.- dots...second game played till half way den suddenly they go and stop. lazy to say it here...den go back home around 7 plus to see my brother and got a call from my mum and tell me that he cant come back home today yay i can use the com le haha...

2010-03-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

went blogging suddenly cuz i was piss at some1!!!! today went to school early and went for BIO TUTORIAL and i kena scolding kns la.....seriously la i cant even discuss isit? scold ppl also must keep on point point point think wat i dun dare to leave the class arh? u bad mood please dun vent it on the class can anot in class i say anything den tutorial i ask qns from friend also cannot? yes vulgar words thats wat u deserve....den after that nv talk le or rather never say anything le laugh abit cuz classmates at a far way place makes a joke and i laugh softly come and tell me "you wan me to seperate u both too?" knn nv say anything still kena scolding giv attitude to the whole class....u think wat ur teaching very good? almost whole class fail even those top scorer also say difficult to understand u wow....now i am so envious of the NA who got a good teacher this time round. ty for wasting my time waking up early in de morning and walk to school. seriously how i hope my teacher was ms ruth.

after tutorial, slack at CC top floor which require membership den enjoy air corn. peiling and hannah arrive and brought kenny and syafiq along fun fun talk talk take picture. den i head home early to have lunch :D

p.s. blog can be use to vent anger as well :D

2010-02-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

LOL post since ppl like asking me to post haha..... ok friday had road race haha was ok walk all the way LOL obviously.... den eat KFC!!!! yum very long nv eat liao..... den go toy r us play some toys LOL FUN SIA bring bak some fun memories :D.... den go bak home sleep for awhile and go school perform for some idonasian student -.- did quite well i think haha....den eat buffet at school :D delicious!!! donno wat to post le hate blogging sia -.- this blog quickly turn to dead blog please :D

2010-02-15T09:21:00.000-08:00

finally decide to blog again :D although i noe not many people are viewing my blog anyway.... today had istana performance saw my parent there -.- we never did a good job but oh well~~~ after that rush to relative house here and there den go out LOL....i cant belive i just make a few hours of activities into a few words :D.....proud of me lamezz.z....anyway i wun be posting much nowadays sry seriously hate blogging now....since i dun really like to write any feelings in my blog NOW...take note of de "now" thx haha

2010-02-07T03:43:00.000-08:00

very lazy post leh!!! this few weeks i kinda hate blogging haha.....have to rem everything den write it down boring.....anyway yesterday had band den slack at CE den some stuff happen which i dun wanna elaborate HAHA.....talking like crazy and made much noise den some auntie was looking at us den say us very noisy zz.....i realise everywhere we go will always made a lot of noise 1 haha...is that a good thing? ah watever....today had tuition and finish travel graph :D think i score well on that.....den go for hair cut which u will see on mon -.-......now currently had to do poa which is sux O YA MY TEACHER GO AND CALL MY PARENT SAY I NV DO HW SIA...GOOD JOB LIAO -.- cuz of that there is a huge commotion at my house regarding me zzzz

2010-01-30T06:39:00.001-08:00

ok finally can post lol sry i think i can only post once a week.....ok today had band played robinson crusoe? ya was dam nice love the peice so much sia.....den after band go ws had lunch at the food court delious my tom yam U mian GOSH i craving for food sia dots....den after that i go library read some comic that been release :D:D:D:D:D nice as usual.....den go popular buy things den u noe u noe geraldine saw her old flames sia!!!! LOL she say her heart was pumping and face abit red LOL......force her to talk to him i think his name is kai qiang? ah watever who cares also haha.....den we was like spying on her from a distance LOL i spy like some kind of pervert sia HAHA......too bad he go too fast aw~~~~~ geraldine dun be sad uh :D....go watson cuz wei chang say he wan buy oil controling tissue LOLS...den go home and to pay peiling some debt.......

2010-01-24T04:57:00.001-08:00

omg so long since i post LOLs.....been banned from com u see :P sry and ty for those who tag me during there period :D.....these few days was drowning myself with studies and CCAs dots....donno wat to post sia tsk.....o ya I LOVE ARASHI woots!!!! arashi rocks!!!!

2010-01-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

FUCK SIA WHY CANT I JUST FUCKING DELAY MY HOMEWORK ABIT.....IN THE END I ALSO DO WAT....FUCK...I CANT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING LITTLE ABIT OF FUN TIME ISIT....JUST CUZ THIS YEAR O LEVELS I MUST CHIONG TILL I DIE ARH.....5 DAYS OF FUCKING STRESS SCHOOL PLUS CCA DEN SAT I CANT EVEN TAKE A BREAK DEN TUITION ON SUN I NV COMPLAIN LIAO STILL LIKE THAT......THE ONLY RELAX TIME IS AT NIGHT SIA SINCE THERE IS A LOT OF DAYS AHEAD WHY CANT I JUST DELAY TILL TML.....BTW ITS ONLY A FUCKING FEW PAGES.....YA EVERYTHING IS FOR MY OWN GOOD....WATEVER....O FUCK I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS....NAG NAG NAG NON STOP...........

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!

2010-01-08T05:42:00.000-08:00

today was ok....school dun wanna mention it got "i belive you" from peiling and read till so nice.....band was abit sian.....although some PS part happen like i shouted "eh shut up la!!!" den talk to some1 make peiling jealous like hell HAHA.....

2010-01-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

today first day at school was urgh.....ok sec1 orientation was ok but quite boring....found out from peiling that we the same chinese class :D same as hannah sheng da and andy yay...not seperated liao haha....although it like the group though....i think i heard that only 6 or 7 boys in my group LOL funny...not that i expect much also.....den go back class for awhile den go slack with wei chang peiling hannah and geraldine was fun :D bought food from kfc and saw nas and nad at kfc too. so we call them to follow too :D....talk talk and all come and bullied me...wei chang go and tickle me like mad -.-....

2010-01-01T02:08:00.000-08:00

yay first post of the year MUHAHAHA lols....this was happen yesterday? i think but lazy post so brought forward to today....meet the usuals at ehub and had dinner at just acia again WOOTS love it lots lots.....den go bowling had to wait for weichang to come so we cant bowl haha.......waited for 30min den start the game.....was so dam hell dun!!! both game i get first with good scores hohoho...although i had to pay a price -.-.....ok just some inside joke u all dun nid to know that....den walk around downtown and bought spray can to spray at each other woots fun fun although my mouth can taste the foams ew......counting down 5 4 3 2 1 woots!!!!! every1 was like spraying their can except us since we had used up ours lols...den wishing peeps happy new year and i heard a song which i fall in love for so long!!!1 wow....but donno de name sad sad sad.....went back early since i had to meet my bro for supper HAHA.....yeah thats all....school starting soons suck........a new chaptor of my life is about to begin :D

2009-12-24T09:13:00.000-08:00

today was woot!! first time hang out at night with friends :P.....meet up with peiling wei chang geraldine and limeng outside ehub den went to mac since wei chang want to eat lols....den after he eat finish we went to just ACIA to have out dinner....nice :D hua suan also free flow of water and ice cream mah!!.....den went for bowling 2 rounds hoho!!! first round lose till i donno wat.....my score was pathetic its not even past 40....gosh....second round i came in second with 83 point :D.....den wei chang was like so angry with a little boy cuz of wat he did and stuff....haha...den chiong to arcade for a few games lol there this game we keep playing haha fun fun so enthu also!!! den play scoccer at the arcade...lost with a score of 3-2 zzzz hahah.....den take photo at the entrance den went home...tml tuition!!! i can do it!!!! hahas

2009-12-21T09:14:00.000-08:00

today was OMG totally awesome!!! first meet peiling limeng geraldine and pristine den go fairprice buy this and that like it was free!!!....total cost is 30 dollar gosh....dead!!! divide by 5 hehe :D den go pit 5 for bbq den some boys was like rushing to me pulling me to water lucky i beg dem!!! lol sry guys :P if i wear an ugly clothes i will go in liao :D.....help out at the bbq pit starting the fire was fuck.....wind blow like theres no tml.....help out at the bbq since i am de satay boy -.- hell so sian lo order liao den keep on asking ok le anot!!! want to eat den dun wan to bbq!!!....after that we go 1 corner and had our chit chat session lol laugh and laugh non stop sing songs saying cold jokes LOL.....o ya played a pervertic joke on michelle LOL sry!!!!hahaha.....den had some chicken wing buffet take and take but dun feel full at all -.- tsk tsk.......li meng flower was so nice!!!! flower petal flower petal...flower!!! hahaha go see video at facebook swee!!....den suddenly rain sia den we like run for our life with umbrella like it was 2012 like that LOLS......all shouting non stop also run to shelter den suddenly stop rain le HAHA lame!!! went home and post this things :D

2009-12-20T06:27:00.001-08:00

lol bloging cuz i was resting from a drama LOL......came to post picture about that drama only :D

2009-12-18T08:01:00.001-08:00

today was -.-.....first go band at 9...realise that we come because of formation and is 12 plus or 2 den instrument...sianz....went out at 11 for lunch at ws...HAD CURRY CHICKEN NOODLE YUM YUM YUM!!! seriously nice :D happy with it...den wait for wei chang to cut hair.....after that go back school for instrument cheak and peiling played my tuba well :D only i think she nid more air? lols geraldine play as well as peiling too i think tuba easy for them lo......after that some bastard inspecter come and cheak and give some hell comment on it tsk.....dun care also smash the tuba i also dun give a dam shit....after that chiong home for tuition.....o ya i owned peiling 17 rounds...lol just some inside joke....reach home den realise my mum cancel my tuition since i was so tired :D yay....

2009-12-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

today was awesome!!!! god....first go to escape with wei chang peiling and geraldine lols.....nice 1 lo both peiling and wei chang just NICE overslept....fakers....den went in was going to ride the roller coaster den it rain when it was about to start so had to get off....bought lunch from KFC yum sit at a table at ETP and eat....den go to haunted house...GOD DAM....i should not have gone it zzzz so scary lo....things poping out from nowhere....scary like hell...den 3 kids walk past us say escuse me...WA LAO PS LO the kids not scare den we scare like hell.....i went out with pale face -.-.....after that go to GO KART WOOT was sibei fun but a group before us got a fucking nbcb attitude...black only wat off light den cannot see u le....disgusting.....den go pirate ship LOLS....both geraldine and peiling was scream like hell while i was like just sitting there looking at them screaming lols....wei chang feels sick after the ride due to....donno? lols forgot....roller coaster next OMG like so finally....after playing that most of them like half dead le while i was so high lols....rest awhile den go wet and wild 2 TIMES LOL first with geraldine and did not get so wet lucky got po chos lols.....second with peiling den we like scream the hannah funniest video speech...lols third time was with wei chang but the ride spoil :( sad.....go pirate ship again this time with wei chang only....same as usual boring!!! after the ride wei chang feel sick again ._. den went to roller coaster 2 time since only us and some kids queing up lols.....den peiling and geraldine go under my block talk bout some stuff....lols den had some talks about having a english name on us haha.....decided not to tell :P haa...

2009-12-13T05:19:00.000-08:00

today was fun!!!....first morning call from peiling and really is a morning call.... lols went to airport to send dyah off well was kinda sad but i wun say goodbye because we will meet again.....go tm for popeyes den shop around there lol made lots of noise and such.....at mrt we keep on say MICKEY DESIGN JEANS cuz thats wats on nadirah jeans LOLS......den go wei chang house do 'homework" lols was playing and such listening to songs and any weichang house is so nice plus the frige can make u bao xue guan de lols......den went home had tuition den now online :D.....waiting for picture in peiling blog lols....

2009-12-11T22:06:00.000-08:00

its been so long since i blog!! haha dun misunderstood...i was away for band camp and was back yesterday night :D....

first day
went to school had to surrender my handphone and wallet -.- tsk sia i was preparing to listen to songs at night....zzz some instructor came and teaches us well was nice the guy was so nice and patient to us!!! god.....den just nice i was the duty NCO for the day zzzz shout here and there and lunch i took out my anger at the band members lols i dun think u all noe also haha.....night time shower and share shampoo with ryan since he nv bring Zzz....solo performace was shit for me.....it was fun i agree!!! but wat i play was not only easy, but i screw it up cuz of nervous.....delia played it so beautiful!!! congrats.....sleep in an air corn room lol cant belive right??? haha

second day

and exchange program with GESS was fun they are nice peeps friendly also lols.....night time went home cuz got something on.....well heard that band members saw something that they should not have seen it.....u noe ah piao!!!! haha but seriously hope they will forget it....

third day

went to school in the morning and saw band members sit like....donno they call it dragon ._. lols.....was kinda sexual contact plus must use toothpick to pass rubber band -.- too sexual harrasment liao la.....go through peices and sleep in the afternoon lols sort of....lol learn a new zhao bai stance today!!! lols through jerold and joel lols!!!! o ya not forgetting vanessa!! lols so cute nice the stance!!! POP came and play this and that march was fine lols....had concert at the hall played abba and mr lau was like sort of impress of wat we did :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D happy here and happy there sing the "sing the i love u and u love me" to mr de was seriously about to cry already den play madonna god...i shall not say this....keep it to myself....o ya o ya the juniors was AWESOME!!!!!! play instant swing and party rock seriously ROCK EVERYTHING SINGLE THING THERE lols was dancing at the back of the hall...lols den said bye to dyah and she conduct us for smoke....so sad shes leaving us already haiz.....slack with the usual at THE USUAL PLACE lols the stress table and room? lols till 11.30 HAHA crazy right??? haha was going to look for my family at bedok but when i reach there the train services ended long ago DAM.......

to all the soloist!! u all did a very good job this time :D somehow listening to u all cause me to get lost in the pieces -.- i not concentratingzzzz

2009-12-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

group photo of the day!!!!(from peiling blog :P)

tired~~~~ today went to ehub to watch new moon with peiling weichang hannah geraldine yuan sheng jolene dyah and natasha wow was awesome!!!!! the movie was sort of nice only it was abit confusing yeah.....after that go take group photo as shown abit...went home and realise that i have lost my key!!!!! seach up and down at my house and msg peiling geraldine and hannah see if they saw it.....go bak to ehub with peiling and geraldine to find my key and i cheak my wallet again and god dam the key was there -.- thank goodness.....went to walk around till 8 since have so much time lols.....bought some sweets!!! lols it was nice worth it...

p.s. I REALLY LOVE XIAN JIAN LE!!!!!

2009-12-03T06:20:00.000-08:00

loyang open house de food....yuck....cant stand it....

Loyang Open House!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! band playing!!

*credits from hannah blog*

o gosh so long never blog!!! sry for those who haven BEEN tagging me cuz of my dead blog haha....well the day before watch mulan!!! GOSH DAM NICE die die must watch!!!! haha so today went for band did some POP rehearsal which was like dam _________ AHH......den den den den go bak to the north pole which was the band room -.- dam cold as usual.....played primary school set and choice piece was sort of difficult well practice makes perfect anyway! haha den went home saw arun and sam at coffee shop said hi and bye to them.....went back home with abit of useless expressions......anyway tml WATCHING NEW MOON YAY WITH.......whoops actually i dun noe who going hah!!!!! CANT WAIT FOR NEW MOON.

p.s. the moon today is really bright

2009-11-26T09:12:00.000-08:00

wa!!!! all look at me like wat sia!!

LOL OUR ZHAO BAI STANCE

?????

again :D haha

me and hannah fighting!!! haha

me and peiling PLUS A GERADINE BEHIND donno do wat ._.

the three flowers from the dragon god palace!!!!

was bored so decided to join in the throwing competition as well hahs

HAHAHAHA PLZ PICTURE URSELF WAT IS UNDER THE CENSOR!!!

both peiling and geradine having a throwing the coconut competition?!?! HAHA

geradine giving a blurr face ._.

me and my "friend" rice haha

ok yesterday was uber fun again!! haa went to picnic with peiling hannah and geradine was trying each others food and was sibei nice ;D......den play at the sea and such, the picture was finally out from peiling's blog hahas.....

today was awesome!!! but tiredzzz.....go play LAN at bugis with bro cousin and bro's friend....played left for dead wow now i improve :D started not to panic when seeing zombie, killing bosses and try not to shout when a whole bunch of zombies surround me -.- when we were escaping the train like come le den we are suppose to run to the train to get away from the WHOLE DAM ARMY OF " you know wat" so when i donno how to get on they just simply watch me wat i gonna do dam~~ ah well....after that had BUFFET AT SAEKE again haha delicious no matter how much time i ate it.....after that had some sex talk HAHA den suddenly say now find a virgin is very hard le. den my cousin say go library find sure have 1 so therefore we went to library and read books instead. after that go santac arcade play play den go back home~~~~~ WAS TIRED manx from 12 noon to 12 midnight......

p.s. man seriously......forget it

2009-11-24T11:08:00.000-08:00

today was like so dam fun!!...well cuz my cousin birthday my bro treat us to saeke buffet :D...ate most den usual which was so dam full till dun even feel like standing up, since we had a movie to catch we left early....watch 2012!!!! OMG its so dam nice!!! looks real too donno if it will really happen?? well its a nice movie to watch plz try it.....after that go lan shop play left for dead!!! GOSH addictive man!!! but i was kinda noob so only my cousin and my bro doing all the job haha....even the AI do better den us although we kinda wanna ditch the AI since shes a extra.....head home and was like so tired~~~...tml going for picnic yay!!! haha can eat friends home made cooking gosh so bliss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-11-23T10:30:00.000-08:00

natsu!!!! cool eh??

waiting for some stuff in facebook so i came and post :D.....tml my cousin birthday!! yay or should i say today since its already past 12~~....planning to go out tml yeah....nth else to say? lol k bye :D o ya 1 more thing cant wait for wed hahas

p.s. if u are a leader in a group...plz act like 1 stop complaining about the hard work here and there, if u like to complain so much dun be a leader!! u're better off that way

2009-11-20T03:17:00.000-08:00

XIAN JIAN SAN~~~!!!!!

JING TIAN AND XUE JIAN

XIAN JIAN IN ANIME FORM haha

suddenly wanna post this pic :D cuz it so look nice haha....ok today was tiring -.- gosh went to school at 10 cuz of drills zzz....hate it...after that lunch at subway :D bought lunch for ms yeo and mr li since we also ta baoing food back....after lunch carry on doing drills...den get scolded for doing DRILLS!!!!!!! i donno why we get scolded i mean like we are only following instruction right????den play some peices which was ok~~~~....today dun feel like watching xian jian i think too tired and must save for the rest of the day mah :P.....

2009-11-18T19:05:00.000-08:00

zzz tagbox die le la -.- ah well who cares anyway........yesterday band as usual play this play that even though i nid to go for tutorial.....den talk to some1 den go to CE eat omg some1 stalking us lo.....-.- den eat half way we got a hornet army attacking the whole coffee shop omg....horrible exprience -.-.....go somewhere play cards den spar with peiling( fei peng) den my weapon was like flying in pieces -.-......went home and watch xian jian!!!!!!! OMG I FALL IN LOVE WITH XIAN JIAN LE :DDDDDDD.......

2009-11-14T06:56:00.000-08:00

sooo bored nothing to do......so i came on posting :).....today keep on listen to music and write down the lyrics myself haha.....but got 1 dam song make me spend hours on it even though its only 1.59min long -.-....ok u noe when i let u listen zzz....anyhow haven finish yet haha.....k bye :P

p.s. just because u know a person past doesn't mean u understand that person....

p.s. last time i was thinking that....why do all this misfortune happen to me...why isit me??? why can't it be some1 else???....now i am glad that all this things happen to me, i rather all this happen to me rather den some1 else.....

2009-11-11T09:16:00.000-08:00

today was super unlucky -.-.....wake up at 9.50 found out that my alarm clock like go off but i nv wake up....den chiong bath den had breakfast....when throwing things, i threw a pair of chopstick away OMG........den met yvonne outside school den play some songs.....next week performing :D cant wait haha.....anyway nothing to write le since nobody seems to come here also haha......

2009-11-09T19:55:00.000-08:00

change blog skin :D....all thx to peiling who take her time off and do this....so if any1 wan to change blog skin plz look for her since she know some code i think.....so yeah...shit i donno wat to say anymore :(

2009-11-09T05:36:00.000-08:00

today was awesome!!....first go out and suddenly saw garedine outside the fair price...den say scare here scare there....haha tell her that peiling fake fake only den she dun belive LOLS.....on the way saw anders wow wat a concidence....said hi and exchange a few words since we both at the opposite escalator......den go meet hannah dyah and peiling at burger king....den both geradine and peiling make up le yay yay :D......go pasir ris park for bicycle rental eat kfc and stuff den rent bicycle ride around the park. so sad it rain half way and we cant even play the playground....wat a shame....den zi high chiong with hannah and dyah den suddenly hannah turn high ride so fast -.-...... in the end peiling call me den i had to turn back. walk around a maze with was dam lame.....after that go to a hut and ate dyah mother home make mee goreng? i think.....was dam nice lo yum yum yum!!....after that went home and talk bout some school stuff.....

p.s. urgh i dam piss off with some1 leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am sure u all donno who isit :P

2009-11-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

ok so long since i have blog....nowadays i hate to blog.....maybe cuz dun really wanna share my feelings out....yesterday was my grandpa birthday so went to his house and celebrate....well over there was kinda bored.....just does not really well bond with most of them only a few had talk to me.....den after that went to work at father store well was tiring........so many ppl was like gathering at the store zzzz......den when cutting the ketupat, i go accidentaly cut my finger.....moron right???? blood was flowing out and i dun really wanna tell my parent so i just keep cutting haha....went home and watch seed of chunky....was nice last time when i watch that still feel abit scared.....now i watch it like some comedy HAHA......well it was really funny thats y.....tml gonna cycling with the usualS :DDD cant wait!!!

p.s. lets made a contract.....

2009-11-04T05:56:00.003-08:00

today was super fun!!!.....first went for tutorials instead of band omg.....maths maths maths my head almost go pop!!! ok den go back band room talk crap to ppl :D haha was fun den go foyer with PEILING instrument which causing ppl keep saying that i am playing clarinet? den arun go and like chiong to me looking wat instrument i am holding -,- haha.....stay at foyer while waiting for small small to take her pizza!!.....den ta bao food go peiling house eat with wei chang hannah small small and pristine :D....go there den eat food....played small small instrument which was dam hard urgh.....den play some games like uno and CHEAT :D omg dam fun lo....o ya o ya!!! peiling show us a poker card which was FHM OMG seriously!!!! ok i shall not explain the whole details here haha if u really wanna noe den ask me in msn or something haha.....den play stress which was DAM stress HAHA crazy peeps.....take wierd photos den walk back home with wei chang.....went home and my stomach hurts!!!! just like this morning ZZZ

p.s. does dreams come true?? or it is always the opposite?

2009-11-02T05:11:00.000-08:00

today wake up at 8 plus den see my phone....god dammit....they say 9 start and i was like looking at the clock...10 more min to 9 i was like wow......i donno wat to say....den i just go rush everything although i log in to my com first to cheak my mails.....haha y the life i having now is like so ah pek -.- haha cheaking mails and drink coffee :P.....den go band realise that no 1 fall in which was like omg.....k lameeeeee.....den go band had a casual talk with band member den go for maths tutorial....ok was focusing on toa cah soh and trigo.....was ok i think i can do quite well......tml will have tutorial again....haha den after tutorial go fall in at....er.....de place where de front gate is....den go CE with peiling geradine and pristine. den talk alot of crap which was like whoa!!! den laugh so loud and things like that....den go home thinking some crap HAHA when i say out this sure become a laughing stock 1 haha...

p.s. sometime i feel that i have lost my way in a open area and there is no direction to help you.....if this is happen to u? what would u have done? can u all share this with me??

p.s. when i drive a car...i always will be on the wheels...i will never sit at the passenger this is because i can go to any speed that i want and thus i have the control of my life....

2009-10-30T18:29:00.001-07:00

ok took this chance to blog since i had nothing to do for the first time.....ok result was totally shit....its so surprising that i could actually promoted......den after school slack here slack there with peiling and pristine haha.....man nth to blog about this days......maybe i was lazy to write everything in details zzz.....ok monday had band and extra tutorial class -.- which is wow.....but going tutorial first den go band :D.........o gosh last night.....something happen to me at msn.....if u wanna noe plz ask me directly cuz i lazy to explain here heh......

2009-10-24T07:50:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i post well was lazy and not that anybody care bout this super dead blog also.....k result was totally shit dun even noe how to comprehand it at all.....but nvm la at least can go sec4 E.....yesterday had band.....was cool play a hard day night wow was easy :D......lol i cant belive i just make 2 day into 3 sentence haha....i must have turn dumb.....maybe nth to write also haha.....anyway i really miss ross roy, i wanna play that again :(....

p.s to all de ppl who have not really done well, dun sad leh....wats the fuking dam use of getting sad....sad den get another 50 marks isit....like that all sad better lo.....so wat u all have to do? just take this as a wake up call and pull yourself together and STOP sadding like its de end of de world thats just plain stupid and dumb and brainless.....come on there is still O-Levels....u all mean this little end of year exam is already pulling u all down? humph...wat a joke...if u all still intend to keep sadding, be my guest.

2009-10-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

gosh so long nv blog le...well was very lazy even though i use com all day hah......k today go meet up with de usuals and go bowling :D...well i came in 2nd with a pathetic score lols.....den go ta bao food from various FFR and eat at de park....talk talk den play truth or dare but after awhile i think got bored of it le haha.....den found out that beside hannah there us a army and ants march through de food hannah drop LOL....walked away and take pic which i donno where was that....den head home thinking some funny stuff in my head heh...ah well.....tml cheaking paper le....dam scare lo......but nvm la wats done cannot be undone....

2009-10-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

happy birthday peiling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so long time nv blog cuz cramming for exam....ok so yesterday was gosh awesome!!!!.....k first exam...bio easy la but some qns did wrong....den after that go ws meet up with de usuals buy cake for peiling....wa lao she saw us lo...dam...den we go to de toliet where diapers change we go do de collon wasabi wooo....den go pasir ris park play cheat which was dam fun den peiling came i hate to close her eye and she totured me with her hands -.-.......k den sing birthday song for her make de candle so hard so she cant blow it off easy HAHA.....den COLLON TIME k we eat and eat.....den i got a wasabi 1 omg....but to be honest it was delicious sia....lol in de end peiling nv eat ayny:(.....den go my hidden spot :D....u should noe if u know me well haha.....den take pic play truth or dare which was dam sporty and suddenly a person come out and like using a bad tone and shout"pack up ur stuff and get out of here NOW!!" wa lao go shit la donno how to use gd tone meh kp......den head home and family day time :DDD.....lucky man i went home early....cuz my parent took me to de singapore flyer WOOOT it was nice althought i got bored of de senery after some time haha.....den go santec buy lots and lots and thing hehe.....den go have steamboat hmmmmm.....today is my most awesome day of my life.....friends had fun family had fun HAHA......WAT MORE CAN I ASK lol....although knowing that i fail my maths paper 2 was quite sad :P

2009-10-12T15:51:00.001-07:00

One of the advantages of going out alone is that you do not have to accomodate others. You do not have to smile, you do not have to make small talk, you do not have to spare a thought for others. And that was what I experienced when I went to the movies myself, went to the night market myself, went to the pub to listen to the live band myself, went to eat chicken rice balls myself. All the time for yourself. All focus on yourself. Finding yourself. Almost an indulgence. It was a good feeling. Did it once. Did it again. Will continue to do so from time to time.
Why? Because sometimes you are so tired of smiling and trying to be nice to others when others do not try to smile or be nice to you. Not a saint but you know you have tried to be good to others but others do not seem to try to be good to you; in fact, they begin to think you are a pushover. When every good seems to be forgotten and each bad remembered. When a sheet of white paper with a black dot is noticed only for its black dot. When whatever credit you thought you might have built up counts for nothing really.
I really don’t want to be calculative. But I really don’t want to be too accomodating either. How many can you accomodate in your life? How many would you like to accomodate in your life? Seriously, people who matter. I don’t want to be too accomodating. I’ll keep this at the back of my head. And continue to be the same, the way I deem right

2009-10-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

today was fucking bad.....first maths paper was a disaster.....so many qns i donno how to do...which was dammit....haiz...after school go eat mac den listen to some song at de ktv...some where great love it very much....went home and planning how to study for paper 2

2009-10-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog le been super lazy.....or should i say busy studying....haha last min sometime does de trick hehe....today was bored so dun really wan say anything...tml ss paper urgh....1 of de hell gate....must cross it at all cost....ok so now studying chapter 2 cuz essay come out that 1.....yay tml going to eat breakfast with classmates :D....cant wait....

picture of nakatsu and mizuki.....great couple?

2009-10-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

today was bored as usual....did morning duties and found some shocking thing...some1 is smoking inside a toilet...tried to rem the face but cant at all...so yea....haiz useless me.i cant even do a simple job like that wat was i born for...haiz....went back to class and de english teacher was talk again but i nv listen.....was so bored since half of the boys was caught for hair long so de class was utimate quiet....mt was as usual talk here talk there....den CD lesson slack :D....mr soh prepare wedding i think haha got wedding dun wan us liao la -.- wat kind of form teacher is he sia haha.....recess was awesome!!! talk alot laugh too much with some people :D...urgh cant stand it, i feel like throwing up after recess but glad i didnt...haha must be de stress :P maybe....maths got test on toa cah soh wa lao so diffcult la i hate it lo...all de qns cant do at all zzz....after school walk back with de usual and talk crap....den walk back home den half way sprain my ankle but should be ok la...no that anybody cares also....

p.s. having de same dreams for de last three days....wat isit trying to tell me....

2009-10-01T03:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday, got practical exam...phys practical was ok but bio was a disaster....did alot of wrong did...boil wrong stuff...use wrong tube...den in de end donno how to open a visking tube haiz.....den test result all de enzyme all die le so just anyhow do.....den after that go home and had lunch den go changi airport with peiling hannah bin bin and geraline study there den took some pic...den somethings had happen.....

today was ok...mt exam was wow....no time to do at all...but just nice last min finish de last sentence haha....den recess talk to de usual haha fun lo...den english exam write bout some drama stuff haha...de speach writing was sort of easy just write wat normal ppl would write...den after exam go sc meeting and did som grouping and stuff....head home alone thinking bout exams and some problem yesterday....

p.s. u are a pain in de ass...

2009-09-29T03:36:00.000-07:00

today was sooo fun again :D....first schools was ok just abit bored and my health is getting bad to worst....ahh how am i going to take the exams.....mt was wow i first time listening to de teacher lol....but nv pass up homework -.-....den after school go find peiling with wei chang and geraldine haha go eat at mac and omg....i have gone sick of mac le....cant even finish some fries in short time now haiz....den go library study and talk talk den head home :D....tml test will we a breeze i have confidence :D....

p.s. cant wait for tml....tml going to eat mac breakfast with sheng da, jon, chang wei, shimin, joyce and de rest wtill not sure urgh.....

p.s. good job to somebody for writing something so nice :D

2009-09-28T07:02:00.001-07:00

today was de same as usual...went to school found out that my ear piece spoil ahhhh dammit..now i cant enjoy music anymore...wat a pity :(...den did duty which was not suppose to anyway...den poa was dam boring la...i regret taking poa sia now i dun even understand wat the teacher is talking about urgh.....geog de teacher nv come yet come a wierd teacher...he sibei kay po lo come here and talk talk and nag nag wa lao so old liao still nag sia zz...mt dun wan talk bout it cuz got backup from certain ppl to attack me....de rest dun nid say le la all bunch of funny stuff and lazy to say....haha cant wait for wed...de practical seem fun :D.....after school go shop and save and SOME UNCLE NOT THERE wow...without him sure is peaceful haha....den go back home being a delivery boy haha....must study hard le exam starting soon :D

p.s. irritating.....i just cant stand some people...

2009-09-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

today was awesome!!! but got some problem to solve.....lately problems been coming to me and i have been doing everything i can to help....although i did help abit...i dun think it will do any difference....i am so useless...a freak who think he so gd...ah well dun talk bout this le....first school MANY MANY problems come to me talk bout this talk bout that i am de middle person lo...plus some1 dun even noe de story and come and accused me ah fuck he should noe who is he.....den recess haha dam funny i donno why lo i showing attitude to every1 lol too high le la must be de laksa lol....den after that maths lesson got conflict this conflict that wa.....den after school went to subway with sharlene peiling hannah geradine wei chang and pristine lol eat till so nice YUM YUM YUM den go sit at places den take group photo and spar with them haha

2009-09-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

today was ok....first ok school was boring and things happen here and there and yuck....ok watever....den after school go and do PTM was fun talking bout riddle den such make joke and such....haha den go home listening to a new song :D yahooo nice man i love it haha

2009-09-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

today was sad.....first school well boring and such....after school bio retest wow i did quite well :D but hearing ms ruth talk bout more essay qns i was like OMG i nv study sia.....den go band talk to some1 den yea....play dance fever was ok once i get the rythm it was easy haha den symphonic no 5 was ok but my junior did mistake.....den when pack up de time heard some1 say bout some1 who issat? i dun think i rem him...he say i love de some1 i forget....haha wierd..den go back home thinking nth like some haniwa haha anyway haniwa is a face who have no emotion haha

p.s. i forget some1 le haha

2009-09-22T00:54:00.000-07:00

sry this few days nv blog been utimate lazy. k today was totally horrible and i was very angry....first school gd job i have turn famous again happy liao lo walk past 3E2 keep on saying some ppl name...kao y cant they just stop it....can like giv me peace? i was trying very hard to delete it den u all this ppl go and remind me again...fuck face la forget it....school was boring as usual.....after school went to shop and save den this FUCKING perverted uncle go and follow us again...den hannha go and shout sex maniac den that person go and say wat u not happy with me u can go see my manager wtf lo fucker sia still dare treaten us say wan go to our principle COME LA SCARE U ARH now we got the upper hand hor giving us fear and such still dare act big fuck come la scare u arh u dun think now student easy to bully hor hell....nth to do use law this law that come and scare us...this era over le la u go back to de dinosaur period plz la....fuck come out le still dare point point watch out i tell u i go there 1 time stare u 1 time see wat u can do

2009-09-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

today was tiring....first school got lots and lots of problem until i have to solve every single 1.....i only wish that before i leave u all i wish that everything is in order again....anyway...sry to the usuals.....really i wun leave u all de so plz..trust me....plz.....after school got meeting -.- lame lo raj...ok den talk to ys for awhile and dig some info from him haha notice something and it sort of made me angry haiz....after that went home thinking wat should i do by solving problems....

p.s. i got the problems yet i cant do anything about it....i can only stand by and watch....feeling so useless...

p.s. to someone u should noe.....u better zi dong if u wan to be friends with me again...dun do this out of pity...i dun nid ur pity!!!!

2009-09-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

today was awesome....first school dun wanna talk about it.....den ask hannah and de rest whether i should confront some1 but they say no violently lol cuz haiz.....den band was fun :D....clean instrument den play storma montana? i think was easy but we lack de coulurs haha den spanish overture was fun :D so easy also....den go home with de usual den receive lots and lots of msg lol den 1 of them made me dam happy lol....ok den after that walk home thinking bout this and thinkinh bout that haiz....maybe i am really soft hearted.....i am really useless thinking of helping some1 who harm me.....i cant belive i will think of helping i have really became weak.......last time was more ruthless haha....weak guy will not survive this war....i should be stronger den before heh....

p.s. after thinking bout it i dun feel like helping anymore haha

2009-09-15T15:43:00.000-07:00

today was ok did some things liike letter....den after school unexpected things happen i really say sry to some1.....den after that go back with de usual den go eat kfc:D....after that go park play and talk bout horney jokes....after that i really grew tired....haha so went back home first....after that talk to some1 on msn well yay ok already :D

2009-09-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

haiz today first day of school super bored....first poa was boring utimate boring i dun get a single thing the teacher say ah well...geog was ok since was using hp lol....mt cher nv come yay so slack woot...recess was same? i think...den english was boring but lucky did some song thiny....den ss i was sleepy so went to sleep lol....den after school got sc meeting talk bout some crap thing...den slack with de usual at canteen before going back.....when going back i heard that some pervertic uncle go and stare at my frens again wa lao lo zzz......so old le still wan young girl u wan go find prostitude la they all professional 1 lol.....

p.s. u noe sometime actting friendly does not work at all.....

2009-09-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

today ok....first band was ok play ross roy and spanish overture was ok....den happen some stuff which i not really sure of de story so skip that...after that slack awhile at central den go shop and save omg the old fogey come and stare at us again so me and peiling keep on walking pass him den suddenly he go disappear lols.....den after that go ws go mac eat fries lol den awhile i gtg le so i go le haha...k nth to do so bored waiting for my game mates to online but they dun seem to be online :( so bored can any1 erase my boredness....anybody...

2009-09-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

looks like this dead blog is gonna live a little longer haha.....k yesterday had band play yesterday great movie marches and ross roy...den we all like think of a story that suit us LOL....so i thought bout de cookie :D.....

today was boring......my laptop is pissing me off with a lousy charger....so today went out to study with chang wei but nv anyway....den go buy some sushi den head home super fast lol.....i cant wait for tml having breakfast with de usual at mac :D

p.s. traitor!!!

2009-09-09T04:05:00.000-07:00

ahhh now so sad :(......just now was about to watch xj btw xj= to xian jian not some other ppl name.....den i watch a few sec de whole com restart :( now got password cannot go in le zzz.....back to de laptop now which was boring as hell.....ah well at least can blog...:D

cant wait for tml....tml having lunch with de usual ppl b4 band nv try it b4 haha

p.s. in this world...nothing goes as planned

2009-09-06T00:15:00.000-07:00

ok today was bored play com today lol.....anyway junior seriously steal de whole show yesterday but de scgs steal it back :( lol anyway its a very well done performance i am proud of u all :D

p.s. disappointed with some anty who call ppl names and such haiz should i say "babi"

2009-09-05T12:14:00.001-07:00

today was awesome!!! first go band play some new pieces which is nice den go back home change den head for JBF :D de first part is boring den loyang rocks seriously u all did a very gd job...de whole hall was so high lo den i notice michelle always zi hai de lo lols funny sia....den another band did a gd job is singapore chinese girl school omg de percussion like so dam good la wa i donno how say le lols

p.s. i dun wan pay band fund :(
p.s. junior u were awesome!!!u rock my day today :D.....

2009-09-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

ok today was awesome yet scary...first go school as usual den go canteen den notice something was thinking bout it all de time...ok first english was ok watch charlie and de chocolate factory was ok quite nice and funny....den mt was tiring keep on sorting out paper for beside me de people haha....den CD get back a photocopy result slip later den write it down....den maths lesson nv listen at all den mr soh came and giv us result slip here wat i get

english 56.9 C5
chinese 59.7 C5
maths 66 B3
science 66.5 B3
combine humanities 64 B4
pure literature 71 A2
POA 90 A1

L1R5 18
L1B4 14

:D did quite well....den go band teach junior play some pieces was ok..den go to value $ buy thing den go shop and save...we were making some noises den suddenly a man was like staring at us with a scary eye and keep following us leh wa lao lo kpkb 1 fuck la den still can tell others lol like some pervert uncle lo ew...den went home calling jt cuz scare de man follow us hahaha

p.s. TML JBF GOOD LUCK JUNIORS ALL UR HARD WORK IS GONNA PAY OFF TML :D
p.s. u are so dead in my world....u are already gone

2009-09-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

today was great...first maths class get back maths paper and only 6 passes i was shock den get back paper wow i got 25/50 lol just pass sia lucky me....den poa get back paper also sort of ok den ss now my ca mark le which is 40/50 :D den de rest of de class was boring....after school nid to do geog project so yea...after that go band den sectional on trombone A plenty was ok lol.....den go back home with cookie :D....

p.s. i wan some cookie YUM YUM YUM lol

2009-09-01T06:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday night suddenly my bro ask me to watch movie with him lol he treat of cuz haa....watch where got ghost was ok but abit boring la.....den after that go coffee shop till 2 plus den sleep at 4 plus

today was cool!! lol first meet up with ppl den saw de band members den buy some sushi and was so nice lo delicious :D....den go ehub watch another movie....we watch UP and was so nice and funny lo was laughning non stop lols....den go play bowling was fun first round is geradine first weichang second peiling third den me last :(( den second round i first peiling second weichang third geradine last hahah we sort of switch places lol....own ppl alot of money also ahah....

p.s. tired.....

2009-08-31T03:37:00.000-07:00

today ok utimate fun lo :D but was kinda angry....first went to school den change to de dam sc shirt lol...den help out i lots of stuff anyway band members did a gd job :D clap clap :D.....den giv out cup cakes which look so dam nice lo.....den we was like very tired le den ms tan go and like say where de rest of de cup cakes later giv out to de cleaners de offices ppl de dancing teacher den call us pick up litter and keep all de chair....den like wat sia we her dog isit hell lol k den ms rineall came den all us out de chair back den uma was like saying "dun care we not gonna do it ask ms tan put back herself" den we was like laughing lo so in de end we put back k lame....den mr danial ng thank us den we was like so dam happy lo finally some ppl "THANK US" lols den giv sheng da a cup cake cuz he just nice infront of me haaa....den find teachers with shannon jasmine and wl den go back prps eat eat eat :DDDDD lol den realise that my english teacher and become de vice principal wow amazing....den pristine came and i saw jt lol ok he come cuz of some1 den wl got to go back primary school den we go see de teacher just nice saw danial and dominick den was talking abit haha den talk to mrs tan den was joking here and there haha o ya btw most of de ppl dun reconized shannon sia ahah bad for her.....den went back home and telling stories to her haah k lame.....

p.s. 6 more days to go :D

2009-08-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

today was awesome!!! but tiring at de same time....first wake up at 5.30 den was like dun feel like waking up haha...den go ws meet sectional leaders :D den had to drag tuba to de dam mrt....after that something happen cuz like they say this train station terminate at queens town den wen yi was like trying to get off den we was looking at her with wierd looks haha....den dey go say next station is tampines lol scary lo haha.....den had to thx xin yan for helping me with de dam tuba lol....den take bus den go hear some lecture about sl talks lol was abit boring since i nv get much sleep...i doze off abit :P....den lunch was awesome lo their canteen was so cool selling all sort of stuff....den had instrumental workshop thought i was alone but was surprise when i see joel there haha.....de instructor was ok quite funny yea....den went back to school in bus WOOT finally lol sit beside ryan and keep making fun of him michelle and melissa haha.....den go CE eat noodle talk bout some stuff den i nid to go since it was so late already LOL...

p.s wa lao chou people serious is always chou people 1 lo

p.s i am a utimate and forever retarded to always think wat i am thinking f*** thinking and thinking will maybe giv a an ans of an qns but haiz......nvm who cares why am i still writing this sort of things.....

2009-08-27T02:25:00.000-07:00

today was ok...school was slacking very btw...den watch a video of raisin in the sun omg was so nice lo....yea after school den drag tuba home omg lo....so dam heavy half way go to ce haha talk talk and talk bout something den was like so fun lo hahaha.....

p.s. the days i left for blogging is getting lesser and lesser each day

p.s. this blog is ending soon.....

2009-08-25T03:38:00.000-07:00

k today ok was first pure hum was fun was kind of talking de whole lesson whoops....den poa was boring once again.....mt was ok cher nv come so i went to see de dentist...sian lo at first den i realise that she was a nice person wow...so basically she only clean my teeth and just wanting me to put braces....den recess omg so nice eat till i dam full...den english was ok fist time sort of listen to mrs wong haha...den phys was ok get back test paper and i just pass wow cool first time lo....o ya ms siti said that i gonna get at least 39/50 for my ss its like so shock lo first time did well for my ss haha....den went back home and play com :D

p.s. so tired lo....

2009-08-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

today was kinda ok.....first english giv back paper ahhh its 9/20 1 more mark nia haha...den mt was irritating ok nvm.....i no point saying it le....cd was chaotic wow.....den maths was cool mr ong apologise to us for slapping harmesh haha....band was utimate boring boring boring.....watch some video den yea...on de way home donno y was laughing kinda non stop lols.....den saw some1 and that seriously spoil my mood....ok watever....o yea tml band yay finally sat now i like sat band le:D

p.s. humble pie is dam hard to eat so as u say....

p.s. can every1 stop scolding each other in tagbox....like...haiz....

p.s to passerby A? or B? watever tell u hor nas not my enemy plz hor dun say till like that and stop saying that bout my friend....stop it plz...

2009-08-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

today was ok...first poa was fucking boring that teacher keeps on nagging us lo den geography forgot do homework so got to sit on de dam floor lols....den mt was ok get back test woot lucky just pass lol den was talking bout assasination lols.....den english is sucky i hate it.....ss had test did ok i think although kind of hard....after school had lunch den see some1 when i was talking bout that some1 so sort of got angry and i just walk off....den got geography test was ok i think but i write too little :P

p.s. feel like becoming a death god and just kill people as i wish.....

p.s. assasination is bad for some1 plz dun do it haha

2009-08-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

today was so dam fun man...first went band see some "group" did not come woot feels great....so band today was fun lo....first played some pieces that is fun den talk with mr dee and he told me something amazing although i rejected it haha...den we played ross roy cool man it was so dam nice lo....den after that went home bath den go ws with hannah peiling and geraldine eat at kfc using my discount coupon yay....lucky me den go walk around in ws den go library lol make some noises lol....den go playground take some pics hehe lols....

2009-08-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

today super tiring la zzzz band lo haha ok first english had exam part 2 omg was difficult lo i got problem finding points -,-.....den mt was omg i write some wrong things lo noooo den yea if u notice me i did something den some1 did something hahah ok watever....den cd was boring watch some national day video....maths was playing also haha k nth to do....den band was tiring yea played abba and bbs woot nice lo fun haha....after that had drills woot was dam tiring lo haha but kind of fun la k i am mad haha...during drills...ok nvm dun wanna say anymore my leg aching liao la...

p.s. ur existence is completely meaningless to me......i only felt pain, sadness and angryness.....wan me to feel happiness?haha no way.....

p.s. my existence is completle meaningless also i dun see de meaning of living in this earth.....

p.s. i dun nid it anymore throw it or burn it away

2009-08-13T01:59:00.000-07:00

today was awesome haha...first pe was tiring and maths was tiring bio was tiring phys was tiring pure lit also very tiring...ok basically all very tiring muaahah ok lame....den go home with chang wei but half way he nid go back ok so lame again hahaha....btw today must thx andy for seriously made my day by really really talk to me sort of la....and jolene for teaching me some new phrasing and chen yu hahahaha......

p.s. happy memories but soon covered with hatred

p.s. fate is a misconception it is a excuse for people who have no control over their life....

2009-08-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

ahhh today super angry laaaaaaaa ok dun wanna talk bout it..not that i care liao trying to be nice also no use hmph wanna burn u now!!!!k bb

2009-08-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

ugh this few days donno y i cant seem to eat lunch.....feel like vomiting....stomach pain and cant seem to eat at all...zzz sianz.....wat a pity now i cant enjoy my food -.-.....today was fun :D :D.....pure lit was slacking den poa was sleeping i mean almost sleep....mt was awesome man finally can relax and have some space to breath ok u noe wat i am toking about hahaaha....ok i am crazy....den english had exam woot was easy haha i think so.....phys had mini pop quiz was easy also haha......after school got sc meeting mr raj talk bout some stuff and i think it makes alot of sense so i hear it like some kind of lecturing.....den go back home with sore legs ahhh dam pain now seh :(

p.s. now thinking bout wat hannah say to me at de school gate bout er erm.....ok she noe 1 la hahah anyway is disgusting leh -.-

2009-08-07T02:56:00.000-07:00

today was utimate awesome but tiring....first had to take how many ppl came for de burger -.- ok lame i noe den had to giv out trash bag so in de end all my back all filled with sweat haha den stay at reception take care of things haiz cannot watch de show aw.....den serve food to de vips lol fun den eat till we fill :D :D :D.....o ya btw we kinda made mr lau de ipod hang and we donno wat to do honestly lols....now i feel like using suzumebachi on some1 hmph ><......anyway now feeling great haven been relaxing for a long time and now went home without getting scolding liao haha cuz been home early these few days :P feel GREAT WITHOUT SOME1 ALSO..... u say i dun care bout this friendship le is base on wat u see only ah la why am i saying this i must be crazy....

p.s. hello? watever? anything? its up to u
p.s. haha now without me le now u can go with them le :D as long as i am not there u can always be with them so i think that me going back will stop u from having fun :D

2009-08-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

now are u trying to pick a fight with me? is u misunderstood den u over here saying that boo and loser watever even i feel ashame when i was writing this ah watever....u say monday i was blur HAH thats where u where wrong i already say my mum was sick right can i worried bout her? u say i dun feel guilty thats ur problem i feel guilty for coming on that talk and leave my mum alone i feel that i was wrong when attend that talk and dun care bout my mum yea yea ur effort is de best i cannot win ur effort bomb u back also no use later in de end all bomb me i sure kena boooommm 1 so for wat....u say be serious yet u all over there laugh laugh like some i dun wan to say later offend ppl....u urself did not even show example and now u tell me to follow ur so call example....wow i must say.....u can say its not confront but here wow u say its confrontation cool.....really la if u dun mean wat u say plz dun say it....anyway u wan to keep misunderstand it thats ur problem i not gonna say this anymore neither do i wan to talk bout it......i think the best way is to seriously hang out less together le....even if u dun nid i nid some time alone to let me have abit of fresh air, some air space.....

p.s. ok i help u enough le i hope u see this u noe who u are.....we have already done our best helping u le de rest is up to u but dun worry even u did nt make it its ok but at least u try dun always think that u worst den her dun always be scare just like talk to her shes not a monster nor will she ate u ah well...up to u i hop today will settle everything....i dun wan to have my first match making failed :P anyway dun feel sad k? we will always be there for u everytime

2009-08-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

after reading some1 blog i also quite mad....did i say its u who is de "certain some1?" can u like dun everytime that is u u and u....y cannot be some1 else isit? and de apologising part is a misunderstanding forget it la dun feel like saying le u wan to keep misunderstood it thats ur problem...and can u read? did i say i apologise to let u all forgive me forget it...i cant do long lines

2009-08-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

today was superrrrr boring...had to stay in bed for de whole day....well basically yesterday night suddenly had fever well it was 39.2 and asthma came out...must becuz of thinking too much....eat panadol den sleep morning wake up realise that my temperature drop some like to 37.9....thinking that it has gone down so nv go see doctor...skipped band today den went back to sleep in de afternoon...

yesterday something happen....ok i got no time to say everything due to lack of time....basically i hurt alot of ppl yesterday just cuz a few words....i just wanna say i did not mean to shout at u....i did that cuz de word u say kind of trigger my temper...actually my temper already went up when u call me stupid...thinking that i am ur stupid friend makes me mad....i am not trying to shift or push de blame to u...u not in the wrong....i am de 1 who have hurt u ...i just wanna write all my feelings out here....

u all may say u are not confronting me but all i feel was u all de confronting.....even some1 say its confront...u can say i am a babi but nv call me stupid....u may say that i am only caring bout myself but i dun wan to tell u cuz i scare hurting u....nv thought that it make it worst that way....

to certain some1.....u dun go and report everything i say to them can?? seriously....i have already put down my face by apologising to u first....yet u go report to them....u dun make me tell them everything u say about them....

i noe i have hurt u yet my leg tremble when i was about to msg u saying sry....i will apologise to u ASAP....even if u dun forgive me i will still say it....i am not saying sry just for de sake of u forgiving me....i am saying sry cuz of the things i have done to u....

u just dun understand that some care and concern is different....every1 care is different from every1 else....yes u have given me care but thats not de care i am looking for....all of de care u giv is different....its not about enough or not enough...its about de type of care from ppl....i am looking for it and i have found it...isit wrong to chase after it? yes when i was chasing after it i have leave some neglection on u all...yet all i see is de same thing from u all....

2009-07-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

i just realise that everything i do is not noticed by u....i'm nth to you at all i'm just a nobody to u.....i am super tired having to repeat everything again.....haiz....i just sux to de core seriously...from now on i seriously wun care bout this anymore....i swear that i will not care much bout u anymore...care le u also dun giv a shit....i dun understand why am i doing this....

p.s. y i dun get de same thing that i have done....
p.s. u say that u care bout me yet i dun even feel abit of careness.....u nid ppl to tell u do this den u do can u like just wake up your mind???? think bout it....haiz....
p.s. do u realise that u have change????? u have change to a person that i dun even noe....
p.s. i wun cry anymore le.....its all over seriously.....i treat u like a best of de best friend yet i dun see u treat me even a best friend.......forget it.......u just go care bout others instead of me.....i cant really care bout it...
p.s. u dun bother saying sry le.....cuz u not in de wrong i am in the wrong......u dun nid say sry....i just nid to feel angry at myself....

2009-07-25T08:14:00.000-07:00

was bored so i just came out and blog well...today just stay at home de whole day since every1 got something on haha so yea...play com and watch some anime....

p.s. can u like just talk to me plz......
p.s. yesterday throw lots of things....

2009-07-24T03:16:00.000-07:00

although it seem everything was ok....i was quite happy yet i dun receive concern....haha its ok...u have de rights to choose ur own friends...its not like i must have u to talk to me....i not actting selfish nor am i angry....really so just like...yea....and i am sry for saying those word to u...

2009-07-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

haiz.....just cuz i apologise does not mean i forgive u....dun cuz of that den ur head become so big....i have been waiting for a word and haven been hearing it today....u think cuz of that den u can start talking to me isit......dun think too much can.....

2009-07-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

You’ve gotta be extra careful withThe things that are close and dearest to youYou know the closer you get to somethingThe tougher it is to see itExplain to me this happinessThat you just got to experienceOr maybe you’re so blessed thatYou can’t even remember it allThat you are standing here with meThat you live and breathe and see and feelThey’re all little miracles and wonderJust by themselves.You’ve gotta be extra careful withThe things that are close and dearest to youYou know the closer you get to somethingThe tougher it is to see itYou know the closer you get to somethingThe tougher it is to see itAnd I’ll never take it for grantedLet’s go!Even though there are thoseWho call the act of mercy hypocrisy,Because there are bothPeople who believe and people who doubtEven if, for example,That is hypocrisy,If someone is salvageable,That is always better than anything else.It’s fine to say “Never give up”Say “Keep chasing your dreams onBut the more time you spend talking bigThe less you get done with lifeI’ll let that handful of courage in my heartHelp me survive another dayAnd I’ll never take it for grantedLet’s go!You’ve gotta be extra careful withThe things that are close and dearest to youYou know the closer you get to somethingThe tougher it is to see itYou know the closer you get to somethingThe tougher it is to see itAnd I’ll never take it for grantedIt’s fine to say “Never give up”Say “Keep chasing your dreams onBut the more time you spend talking bigThe less you get done with lifeI’ll let that handful of courage in my heartHelp me survive another dayAnd I’ll never take it for granted

2009-07-18T05:14:00.001-07:00

all this time...i have been think bout all the things that u did.....am i still ur best friend?...i think its over already.....u have already break the bond between us even u wan to mend it its gonna take some time.....eveytime i am always the second option.....i will never be ur number 1....even though i known u more den a person who noe u for a few months....its always her first.....u nv think bout our feeling....u noe that u nv even tok to some people in our gang which is like....haiz....do i have to always tok to u first den u will tok to me.....seriously....forget it..why should i get myself upset cuz of this....all the tears i wasted for u was in vain.....

2009-07-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

today was a bad day....first english was boring....den had mt well some stuff happen and it does not seem to be ok yet yea.....den cd was suppose to have sex talk but donno why i go library haiz.....den maths was boring....on the way home..was suppose to watch movie but i dun really have the mood....sry nas nad sak and jun.....i really hop u have a gd day there....

p.s. if u are saying sry and u went back to the old way in a few second den forget it....
p.s. have i really......
p.s. haizzz i am very tired....feel like ending it...
p.s. dun talk also nvm 1.....i dun care anymore le seriously...

2009-07-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

donno why am i blogging but since i have nth to do might as well....haiz today school was ok....first pe was dam fun lo play badminton...win chang wei.....draw with sheng da and lose to azim :( lols but playing with sheng da was fun lo haha....after that maths sux was so boring but i was toking anyway....den bio was fun :D watch video about caves haha the glow worm so disgusting ew....physic and pure lit was ok but cant seem to concentrade on work....haiz...went home and had to buy mac for my bro zzzz but i can play com yay :DD....

p.s. here u say u are my friend and there u over there not talking to me...
p.s. this year seriously sux....problems keep coming...

this year is like a load of thing on my back and doing deliverly.....once i delivier 1....the person add another thing on my back...it so unbearable....

2009-07-14T06:01:00.001-07:00

this week sux.....problems keep coming after and after...it just wun stop...i have to worry bout this and worry bout that....trying to put out as many fire as possible....yet after i put out a fire....another 1 rise...i donno how long i can last anymore.....anyway....today was ok...after school slack at mac den go under block.....suddenly no mood donno y....isit cuz someone or something i also donno.....

p.s. i nid concern from u yet wat u do is just ignoring me...forget it i dun care anymore liao....suffering in silence maybe is the best choice...
p.s. i am so tired....